Life has no meaning, no purpose, and no future, so why
continue to endure its extreme unhappiness, anguish, hopelessness, and despair? This is the mind of someone who has exhausted all
possible options, no way out they said. No other except... suicide... Are you
the one whom I describe as above? If yes, this is for you. If tonight, today
you have decided to do it, I plea to you to make another consideration... this
is for you.
You might be a victim of
depression, tortured with feelings of unworthiness, sin and failure, deep
guilt, and the need to be punished... suicide seems to be the only way...
anger, envy, jealousy, fear, guilt, self-pity, sexual deviation, drugs,
alcohol, deep disappointments, the death of the loved one, a divorce (either
yourself, someone close to you or your parent), loss of employment, loss of
health etc. It's been a long time, in fact, reflect to childhood memories.
Nobody understands you, even when you share this with somebody, they seem to
ignore your feeling... “They have their
own problems, why should I add to theirs", you said. "You are not me!” you shout in your inner
voice.
Maybe you threaten suicide
in mind to get attention and sympathy... that’s not your points... it goes much
deeper... either you or I decided for suicide or not... we all want someone to listen to our hurt and frustrations; but now,
you see, you need it most. Before you make this decision, you're worry;
dislikes, hates, rejects yourselves; unsure of either this is right or wrong,
think that you’re lose, the world hates you and you done hurting yourselves...
it doesn’t work anyone, "I want to
put this to an end.”
"Why
me?"
"Nobody
understands!"
"How
could 'they' do this to me?!"
"Live or
die, I’m useless..."
You can add to this... for
you know better than I do...
Consider this now,
darling, brother, sister, son, daughter, friend... THERE'S HOPE. Although I didn't meet you personally, I'm convinces
that the ULTIMATE problem for any
person's life is separation from God.
After a long reading, the word 'God'
seem to be hateful, alien and most avoided in your life now... this very
minute... because if He exist or care at all, then why... why... I don't
know... this I must confess and so does everyone around you.
But I got a suggestion: cry, plea your case, kneel and PRAY.
One more time... kneel and
pray... I beg you!
Jesus Christ said, "Come
to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads and I will give
you rest. Take my yoke and put it on you, and learn from me, because I am
gentle and humble in spirit; and you will find rest. For the yoke I will give
you is easy, and the load I will put on you is light" (Matthew
11:28-30).
Believe me, He understand
your situations. He had been through much deeper hurt than this to redeem our
‘burden’. Ask Him to intervene, there’s
HOPE! Come... will you change your mind now?
(P.s: This is the 1st and
most important step. There are more, of course.)
THINK BIG.
START SMALL. GO DEEP.
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